Ascension Library
Ascension is a change in Spectrum of Frequency through Kundalini awakening and a change in the focus of our Consciousness.
Meditation helps to clear Negative Ego and the Pain Body which develops Consciousness.
Dimensions are fixed groupings of energy within specific geometric arranged forms (space and time) and are built upon crystallized conscious units of sound and light called Morphogenetic Fields or manifestation templates of the 12 Tree Grid.
Temple of Loving Kindness
Connect with your Heart and practice Loving Kindness every day!
Love Yourself
PRACTICE TWO: LOVE YOURSELF – Apply the practice of Unity with All-One as an extension towards loving, honoring and respecting yourself. Acknowledge the precious life force within by holding reverence and respect for yourself in all ways. Loving yourself is the action of Self Sovereignty, which is the natural state of embodying God’s Eternal Love.

In order to understand the Internal Structures of Ego which we also refer to as “Houses of Ego”, it requires the awareness that there are three main layers that function together, the 1st Chakra, the 2nd Chakra and the 3rd Chakra. The three layers of mind work together to serve the functions of the ego in all human beings. Each energetic layer has separate functions yet all three layers are interconnected and directly impact each other. As we learn about the layers in the internal structure of the ego, this clarifies the purpose of identifying what the ego is and how it operates within us. When we understand how ego operates inside our mind we are better equipped to heal the energetic imbalances of Negative Ego and the pain body.

The second layer is the 2nd dimension, 2nd Chakra that is the pain and instinctual memory storage for the Instinctual Mind. The NAA hidden agenda to Mind Control the human race and enslavement the planetary system through Mind Control has left seven main areas of trauma and damage in the Instinctual Mind of the collective consciousness of the human race.

The Guardians have identified the seven most painful implants of separation that impact the majority of human beings on this earth now at the 2nd Chakra layer of the Negative Ego.

1. Unworthiness 2. Shame / Guilt 3. Lack of Trust / Self Doubt 4. Betrayal / Abandonment 5. Anger / Rage 6. Fear 7. Entrapment / Enslavement

2D or Second Internal Layer

This is the instinctual layer of ego which for many people remains a part of the Unconscious Mind as many do not pay attention to the cause of their instinctual drives or Addictions. Many people exist cut off from their feelings and have difficulty identifying their feelings in the moment to moment. This is a side effect of a closed Heart chakra, Soul Fragmentation or blackened heart. The first part of healing is to be willing to pay attention to drives though dedicated self-awareness. The second layer is directly impacted by the first layer to the degree the painful memory is experienced in the person’s hard drive.

This second layer could also be called the pain body.

It is the location where unresolved painful memories will manifest as instinctual drives within the person’s ego. If the 1D storage memories are not identified or cleared, the pain of these memories creates “walls of separation” in the 2D layer as a pain body. The pain body further creates “walls of separation” which manifest in the ego as seven primary mental and emotional states identified above. These walls of separation isolate the ego self in the person and as the person identifies with that ego state, they become disconnected from their inner spirit.

This disconnection from the inner spirit creates a wall where another part of the ego identity may split off and may hide itself. This identity could have been created when one is a baby, a six year old child, teenager, or even in other timelines. This phenomenon is called ego sub-personalities, and they may be hidden behind the walls as a result from deeply experienced trauma. These traumatized sub-personalities also hold a fragment of our spiritual energy or Soul Matrix. The goal of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) from the NAA is to intentionally create these traumatized sub-personalities which fragment the mind and spiritual body, thereby causing harm to the internal energy structures of the person’s aura and Lightbody. The current way this is enforced en masse on planet earth by the NAA is through the Victim-Victimizer and the Sexual Misery software program. When we are separated from our inner spirit, we are disconnected from our experience with God Source. The result is more Pain, Disconnection and Disease which exacerbates the Negative Ego walls and perpetuates the cycle of misery. The goal of our inner spirit is to find and locate those sub-personalities to heal them, reclaim them as Children of God, so that the spiritual light can be reintegrated and brought back into wholeness.

Starseeds have an earth mission to heal these memories (and timelines) in a multitude of ways.

2D Walls of Separation

Because the Instinctual Mind is the pain body of the Three Layers of Ego it collects many different levels of emotional trauma and pain and buries it in this area of the body and its "mind" centers. This accumulative pain is collected from previous, current and future lifetimes of Soul Fragmentation as a result of pain, abuse or trauma. When this pain is unhealed it results in split personality, disassociative personalities or in SRA this is called "altars". These fragments are attachments which collect, congeal and attract spirit attachments from the Astral Plane at both the 2nd Chakra and 4th Chakra layers. This over time builds up more painful MiasmaDead Energy to block the 2nd Chakra and the Soul Matrix from embodying. Further it creates the 2D Walls of Separation within the Three Layers of Ego and embeds inside the Instinctual Mind.

The Guardians have identified the seven most painful implants of separation that impact the majority of human beings on this earth now.

1. Unworthiness 2. Shame / Guilt 3. Lack of Trust / Self Doubt 4. Betrayal / Abandonment 5. Anger / Rage 6. Fear 7. Entrapment / Enslavement

Houses of Ego or Predator Mind

From the accumulative lifetime(s) of pain builds more walls of separation which are purposely held in place through the Victim-Victimizer software, a self-enforced human enslavement program from the NAA. Through the deep unworthiness and lack of self-love resulting from repeated traumatic abuse, the rejection of God and the crucifixion of the inner spirit is maintained easily. This leads to Negative Ego behaviors to cope with the disconnection from God, which we can observe in the Seven Houses of Ego. As we build these Houses of Ego from ignorance, we allow their equivalent demonic spirits to dwell inside our mind and body. These demonic spirits increase the power of the Houses of Ego in human behavior which invite the predator forces to use or possess the mind and body at will. This is the definition of mental and spiritual bondage to the predator (dark) forces of the Imposter Spirit.

Healing the Pain Body

The goal for spiritual protection is to dismantle the houses of ego, evict the demonic and predator forces, and replace them with the Houses of Christ. State your authority and intention to be of service to God and to build a strong relationship with one’s Inner Spiritual Light and Christos. As you devote your attention and focus on the quality of the Spirits of Christ, the Houses for Christ grow stronger.

Building Self Esteem

Self Esteem is the value of a person’s worth and there are a lot of factors that come into play, especially in helping a person fell more confident about himself, which is also a primary factor in establishing a person’s outlook towards personal inspiration and feeling as a success. On the spiritual Ascension pathway, recognizing the importance of character building as a necessary part of having self love and self acceptance is critical to progress through self deception blocks. When we have low self esteem our psychological defense mechanisms will act to block our progress moving forward and evolving in life. One who understands they are a loved and worthy spiritual vessel for the spirit of God Source, will begin to learn that self love is at the core of self acceptance which is the quality one must build to truly feel and experience God's love for all of us. Once we feel love for ourselves we build inner confidence which further builds our trust with life.

When our planet entered the beginning of the galactic consciousness cycle the Guardians have said is that this is a process of undergoing the dark night of the planetary soul. A lot of people may have sensitivity to this and are going through their personal level of the “dark night of the soul” process. This appears as the outward collapse of systems that had reinforced an identity of ego beliefs. As such, that is reflected in such events that have been around financial devastation, emotional devastation, complete life altering situations, a physical or health development, along with people deciding to drop their bodies and pass at this time as an exit point. Any time there are massive pinnacles of new frequency energy, there are exit points for many who are unable to sustain the new frequency in the physical form that they have. In these phases, people decide to leave the planet, especially when they are not participating with the task at hand as required by their ascending biologies. To understand this from a point of higher consciousness helps us to deal with this happening at this time. 

When we speak of non-attachment, we know that this is not limited to just material things. Such as learning to be nonattached to the fears about money or having enough money to meet future personal obligations. This is to release the control these fears place in your ability to manifest. All of these survival fears are getting triggered and amplified. It’s important we revisit this and bring it into the light of awareness and apply it because we are reaching a level of intensity and challenge that is unprecedented on every level while we are disconnecting from old system structures. This is exactly like we are living in a house that is simultaneously being demolished. As we are under construction for our new residence (house) everything is happening all at once and that is leaving us open to confusion and challenges in creating a proper evolutionary framework. Remember that the state of non- attachment is not just about material things but about every possible situation you have either a mental or emotional investment in. If one is not willing to let it go, one must look to the reasons why and see the control mechanism it places in one’s life to limit you. This means, there is a part of our ego identity that is using that situation, person or thing as a reinforcement of who you believe you really are. The more attached you are to needing things to be a certain way, the more reinforcement the ego is requiring to stay in its comfortable reality bubble. This is a mental attitude that lacks flexibility and adaptability that will set up a suffering situation for that individual. The dismantling of ego requires the dismantling of those ego based reinforcements. We are coming into that strange period of time learning the energetic reality of how to be the “Un-Identity”. This means to be disentangled from the things we had been invested in and coming into a group awareness and group consciousness. So much of that which is happening to us personally is transcendent to what is happening at a group level. This is in terms of how we are all contributing at the individual level experience but it is actually all about the group consciousness and its collective functions. Our issues of being spiritual and compassionate can get in the way of what is appropriate with boundaries of how we respond to various situations. Know the difference between discerning if you are energetically feeding a situation that is emotionally triggering you. If you are emotionally triggered, one must step out and distance from the situation to get a larger perspective, otherwise then you are feeding it. The most effective thing you can do, is to be neutral and fully hyper vigilant in the now presence so you can act, navigate, and respond in the highest light from the inner calm and clear energetic pool that is our still point center. We are coming into completion with a lot of lifetime after lifetime karmic issues. Of which many new levels of people are going through their personal dark night of the soul.  We may feel grief for some of these things we are leaving, yet we are coming to the point where the truth is going to set us free. Holding that into the light of our awareness, we are able to move through obsolete life patterns that are held up by holographic constructs that have been created as part of the projection of human consciousness. These constructs are in part, what makes up the consensus of the reality hologram we know as the 3D earth. (Source:QA June 2008)


If one is being emotionally triggered, make sure you distance yourself from circumstance and look at what is being symbolized by those circumstances. There is a deep core of an energetic symbolism and/or consciousness archetype that is extremely important in taking responsibility for in our own actions and behaviors. If you are heightened emotionally in responding to the chaos, now in this particular energy, those circumstances are going to be manifested as a recurring theme and intensified because the forces of polarity structure are very amplified during these times. An emotional trigger is a potential breakthrough for you to get out of behavioral reactions that get you stuck in repeating these patterns.  In order to free yourself from patterns of repetition in these life circumstances, it is necessary to maintain detachment or nonattachment to the outcome. That means release all control or desire to manipulate the outcome or to get a result. Hyper vigilance in ego reprogramming and letting go of attachments is needed to maintain the now presence. Are you able to stay awake when everyone else is asleep? This is what we are endeavoring to do now, for those awakened on the ascension pathway. It is necessary to surrender and cease resisting what is being presented in your life, even though this sounds simple, when there is extreme chaos in the lives of people you love, this is even more important. One will need to apply this in all life situations. If you are not feeding the energies of chaos, you are holding the energetic space to bring the circumstances into the light to resolve itself as quickly as it possibly can. If you try to force your will upon the circumstance, it will amplify the interference and the chaotic energies present. This is learning to get out of the way of disruptive and chaotic energies that show up in a myriad of ways, sometimes being driven by dominating egos. Learning to get out of the way and surrender to the larger picture is a facet of transparency. (Source: QA June 2008)

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