Hi Lisa
I read and post your newsletters frequently .. they have been a great help to me. I wondered if you could help me with something. My daughter ... it is strange really ... but sometimes I feel that she is dark.
When she was a baby I recall breastfeeding her and her eyes going very dark ( they would do this a lot ..and still do) .. and she just looked right through me .. it was odd and disconcerting at the time. I said to her `Don't you dare look at me that way!' Actually when she does this it is as though we are two spirits squaring up to one another. She does got get upset when it is like this but rather looks at me and her eyes go incredibly dark. I get really forceful and we square up against each other .. it is as if something else is going on underneath.
Once I had an 'experience' when I went into her room ( it was between dream states ... sort of astral work) ..and me , AA Michael and other angels set to work removing some kind of entity from her. She was a different person for a while after that and then she gradually went back to how it was. When we did the `work' to remove the entity I do not recall `feeling' anything about it other than there was a job to get done.
Our relationship is not so great ... things are fine when she gets what she wants ... if not ... her eyes go dark and she closes in on herself.
Things usually go haywire when I am feeling my own inner power ... which is substantial.. it is usually then that things will kick off with her and I feel that I can get sideswiped...distracted... and my inner power seems to diminish... my vibrations considerably lowered... and I tend to go back to some bad old habits.
At the moment I feel that I can sense this happening but the job at hand is too large ..
She is 13 ... which can be a trying time at the best of times .. however this has been ongoing ...since she was a baby.
I feel that maybe I should not be telling you this feeling I have ..I have not really spoken to anyone about it ... except my husband... however I trust that you may be able to shed some light on things for me... and maybe give me some assistance on how to deal with what is happening.