HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Who are you if you never really die? How would you live right now?
We have been many different identities that have lived through many different memories over many lifetimes on the earth. Like the best actors and actresses in a blockbuster movie, we have experienced many identity archetypes in so many different cultures with many variations of language. We have worn the hats made from many other people’s definition and expectation of who they think we are, such as the roles of mother, father, sister, brother, spouse, etc. When we are playing out these identity roles so convincingly, it is believed that life has a beginning and an end, a birth and a death. So as the actor’s play is ending, as it is now, many levels of identity are scared to death of its own annihilation. These actors that did not know they were “play acting” in these chosen roles are getting the cattle prod to awaken to a new version of the self. This new version of the self is co-creative and developing into group awareness and cosmic consciousness. This new self can consciously choose to interact freely with its creative expressions without being suppressed or automatically run by others fears or mind enslavement agendas. To shed the skin of old identities we may feel intense pressure or undergo great changes in our lifestyle now.
The degree of inner imbalance between the self and the soul expression reflects the energetic pressure (or dismantling) that one is experiencing at this time. The further away one is "acting out" from the real inner self, the harder its becoming to maintain that comfort zone of a “normal life”. The acting out of identities is over and one must get to the real inner content, to shed the mask or psychological defense mechanism they had been wearing. Taking that mask off in its many layers is a process that can feel raw, vulnerable and well, uncomfortable. This is a time we are getting stretched beyond our comfort zone. However the mask is peeling away leaving us with a new sense of freedom. This gives another level of clarity about the new self direction that is forming so that we are able to freely express the new chapter in our lives. This is the real hidden gift inside dismantling! We are preparing for a great change.
Even if you do not think you have a choice about some pressurized situation in your life, ask your inner self to show you where you do actually have choice. One always has a choice in the perceptions they have. This process is leading us to the “good stuff”, a time on this planet where the external support can happen organically for people to be the authentic self they always wanted to be. No matter how weird you may think you are, the Universe will support authenticity proportionate to the way a person is congruent and accepting of the real inner self. This self-acceptance is always reflected in how we love and treat others. This is why the mind has to let go of any need to analyze these experiences, as it must be felt internally. If you are feeling pain or getting squirmy, you are “feeling” something. And feeling something deeply and going deeper to recognize the content is very positive for transformation. This “deep feeling” process is the only way to get know the real self again and to remember the right questions to ask.
How much influence does the external world have on your self-esteem and worth? This inquiry is necessitated in the self-definition and spiritual development process. We can get beyond others opinions of us, however, what about influences of cultural perception, ancestral perception, language perception, religious perception? What if there are no more of these influences or boundaries to define you any longer as a person, who are you now? Can you be comfortable with that?
Controlling vs. Dependent
Most of humanity has major issues with oscillating between the states of aggression and/or passivity. If you are too aggressive and controlling you are getting the “two by four” to sit this one out and learn to listen and be passive. If you are too passive and dependent, you are getting circumstances to light a fire under your rear to get it moving along. In this way we learn how to come into better energetic balance with the application of right action and right will, to go beyond personality preferences and complacency. Our personality weakness can get in the way to block our higher spiritual essence from embodying. As anyone firmly on the Ascension pathway knows, none of the evolution process is about personality preferences. It makes our life much easier if we can get the personality self out of the way.
Try not to mistake difficulties as becoming the “unwanted red-headed step-child” of the Universe. All that discomfort is to raise you beyond your comfort zone, as the only way to reach for the stars is to actually do it. We leave the limitation of what we have known as the benchmark for who we think we are, in order to be stretched beyond any current parameters of self-recognition. When we are stretched beyond limitation, we can find our inner genius which is our soul expression.
Many of us as recovering egos in a world run by automated mind control programs are trying to find our bearings in this new energetic terrain. We can free our mind to experience energetic freedom that exists outside of the bondage run by automated ego machinery. The choice to experience other identities and frequencies is possible whenever there is a shift in mental focus to experience feeling and perceptive consciousness. Once we can perceive what is running programs inside of us, we can be freed of their constructs and their vampires. As the Defenders of the Law of One have returned to restore freedom to this planet, these are the opportunities made available to every human being that is willing to choose it.
This brings another big question to the forefront for our self-inquiry. Who is Running You and What do you Run Away From?
As we move into 2013, this is the time to take a deep look inside.
To achieve inner clarity one has to stop allowing external programs and other people’s expectations to run and pressurize their life. When one learns to create the space inside to communicate clearly and embody one’s spiritual source, one can begin the road to personal freedom and permanent release of suffering.
(Source: Newsletter February 2012)