Dear Ascending Family,
Certainly, its been a rough time for many people, and I've received countless emails from people that are feeling desperate from the confusion, pain and anxiety they are experiencing. It has been hard to hold neutral space, and to know the best way to help others, when observing so many people in a state of extreme suffering. Since last October and into the new year of Morphogenesis, its clear to me that where there are blind spots or deep wounds that have been buried or hidden, these wounds are exploding to the surface for many people who are disorientated about what they are supposed to do about it. I've also noticed that lightworkers that never had negative attacks or had not been exposed to the underbelly of the war over consciousness, many of them are being initiated into a stream of dark manipulation and aggressive psychic attacks, and they are caught in total surprise that this is happening to them.
Its clear that one cannot really understand the severity of the consciousness war, and the attack against our creative forces and soul-spirit, until that person has been directly targeted for embodying this higher aspect of their consciousness. Many star people have been dealing with this for many years already, and we all have to come to the acceptance that is how it is on planet earth. However, now more people are awakening to a certain level, and they are getting a ration of negativity in which they are struggling deeply to comprehend. In some ways this can be positive, because it means more people are awakening to the fact we are not free beings on planet earth. This goes much further then the office of president, or world governments, or corporatocracy, as the source of total control over the level of consciousness that earth humans are allowed to have, as it was decided by the slave owners.
From my vantage point, since we moved into the bifurcation of time, those that are struggling with mental and emotional confusion, pain or fear, have really been amplified. When a person is primarily seated in the intellect over their spiritual guidance system, this can really do a number on those that are awakening. Unfortunately, there is no magic pill to clear out mental confusion and emotional pain, this is the inner work that every single one of us must do in order to become mentally and emotionally free from its grip. Our clarity and discernment will remain very poor until we do the inner emotional work and get the ego/intellect out of the drivers seat of our life.
At the same time, I'd like to say that for many awakening people that have been committed to do the inner work, they are feeling freer and more supported than they ever have. This is true for me. When the Krystal Star anchored here in late 2012, my entire life changed, and I went into a role reversal which was startling to say the least. Over many years, the people that had known what had happened to me and thought of me as "there must be something wrong with her", started to undergo dismantling and completely changed their tune. All of the sudden, I was considered an expert in an area that most people had ridiculed me for.
From this very difficult place of observing people in pain, I'd like to share some qualities that I feel are absolutely critical to cultivate in these tumultuous times in order to navigate the energetic chaos and insanity in the outer world, and still maintain inner peace, coherence and clarity.
An important key is allowing yourself to feel incredibly uncomfortable sometimes in order to cultivate deeper clarity and discernment in situations, which gives you the ability to be transparent to outer influences.
Being transparent in the face of aggressive outer forces, and intimately knowing my weaknesses to protect myself, is how I navigate incessant attacks for sharing this information with the public. I would not have made it this far, if I did not comprehend the importance of developing these qualities in myself. I always look to be aware of my energetic weakness in every situation and commit to knowing the truth, even if it could be painful. We all can become transparent to a degree in order to neutralize dark attacking, in which these forces cannot penetrate deeply enough into our lightbody to do real energetic harm.
Energetic harm comes when you feel emotionally devastated for a sustained period of time.
Thus, we all must cure ourselves of this pain body weakness by embodying our soul-spirit, because our unhealed pain will be the first item exploited to cause you agony. This kind of emotional pain is temporary, and you can free yourself from experiencing this kind of suffering.
There is no real emotional and spiritual growth without some personal discomfort. It is impossible to make an spiritual impact in the world, if you are unwilling to be uncomfortable and are unwilling to learn something new to improve yourself. Learning never ends, and there is always something new to learn and improve. This is how it is.
Clarity is the quality of being clear through developing self awareness, it is the quality of coherence that is the natural result of having a full comprehension, awareness or perception of something. To develop strong discernment of the energies around us, we must develop some degree of self-awareness and self-responsibility for the situations we may find ourselves, in order to arrive in some degree of personal clarity. Clarity and discernment are life mastery skills that we must cultivate into positive attributes that radically improve the quality of our life, and which take time, dedication and practice. Having clarity about things that are happening in our life, by seeing the macrocosm or bigger picture, helps us to avoid entangling ourselves into difficulties in such way we increase the dark resistance to those energies that we have labeled as negative or bad.
If we increase resistance to the negative energy we have perceived through our intellect, the negative ego, those particular energies will tend to amplify and magnify to become even stronger.
Therefore, to neutralize energetic entanglements and dark manipulation, we observe, discern and accept those energies into neutral association. Our blind spots are generally caused by subconscious wounds, pain body, and lack of self awareness that generates the filter for confirmation bias that clouds our vision and reactions.
To develop personal clarity, we need to discipline our intellect to have stillness within, generating a clear inner mirror which allows for engaged detachment to discern outer influences, even when these influences make us incredibly uncomfortable. Spiritual maturity is the process of dedicating to the expansion of consciousness in that one is willing to be uncomfortable in order to stretch beyond personal limitations.
Generally, we do not see our personal limitations and areas we can improve, until we are made very uncomfortable inside ourselves. This discomfort can be mental, emotional and even physical. Spiritual and emotional growth requires that we get comfortable with discomfort, knowing that we can learn something by inquiring on the reasons we feel uncomfortable.
When we have clarity, it produces the authentic state of energetic coherence in such way it allows more light, intuition, insight and energy to pass through you transparently. Clarity supports an increased accurate assessment of our environment and the humble ability to assess ourselves in our competencies, which is an effective tool for gaining self mastery.To arrive at personal clarity for increased discernment in order to remain transparent to adversarial or opposing energies, we must do the inner work and be able to resolve, integrate and neutralize the subconscious wounds or emotional conflicts we carry.
The opposing forces use dark manipulation to direct strong resistance to amplify the areas we carry pain, and these events will reveal to us where we have energetic weakness and vulnerability through these unhealed wounds. Dark forces will continue to agitate us through our energetic weakness, caused from pain, fear and avoidance, in order to generate as much confusion and misery in the human mind as possible. If we are feeling mental and emotional pain, we must be willing to do the inner work at some level, and ask for help, in order to come to some resolution that allows neutrality to replace the pain.
The more clarity we have developed, the more authentic we become and the stronger our energetic aura to repel dark forces.
As we evolve into higher initiations of embodiment we are then increasingly able to become more transparent to the external environmental energies. Learning how to become more transparent to the external pressures and energies is a necessary skill at this time. This starts with total neutrality and non judgment, applied to all that is being observed externally. A good practice now is to strengthen and develop your witness consciousness now moment awareness, to include neutral sssociation to all events, circumstances and situations as best as you are able. This means you will be less likely to interfere or become entangled with external events that may drain your energy. Protecting your energy field by becoming self contained and inner directed is important at this time. The 12D Shield practice is a primer to this process of learning energetic self containment.
During this time humanity has an increased access similar to a broadcast channel to higher intelligence fields, where our Higher Self has a station of identity existing at that plane. These current stellar alignments greatly assist us in accessing the clarity of communicating with our higher aspect or Inner Christ Self. Many of us are being spiritually initiated now.
It is important at this time to learn how to become transparent to these external energies. Do not attach or make judgment on any external behavior, only observe and hold peace inside yourself. We are traversing some major phases of growth, which require we witness what has happened to our race so that we can become aware of what has happened in so we may choose to heal and change. The change starts from within us.
Being transparent and clear when exposed to adversarial energies sourcing from the environment and others is a much needed skill set these days. Without using ego judgment, or assigning a label, test out the personal resonance of people, events and circumstances that you are choosing to engage with or exchange with, determining which is either aligned to your person or not aligned to your person, in that moment. There is no right or wrong answer, only personal resonance and choice. That answer may change continually in different timelines depending on when you ask the question and what powers of discernment are cultivated.
Learning personal discernment builds our necessary boundaries to discover what is productive and supportive for fulfilling our spiritual path or not. Discernment allows for continual productive growth and for the effective use of our personal energies and focused attention. By upholding our personal boundaries and applying discernment towards all things that we focus our energy and our attention upon, we are more effectively managing our consciousness and life force.
Thus, we may need to call upon the Spirit of Patience in many difficult situations we may find ourselves. I find that when clarity or answers elude you, it is usually one of these two factors - Timing and Location. One must wait for right timing, or there is a need to change your location. Timing and location for gaining clarity on your spiritual purpose is really crucial.
The Spirit of Patience is an essential aspect toward developing spiritual maturity and growth into a strong moral character. Developing the Spirit of Patience allows us to develop strength in ourselves to expand our consciousness and go beyond our perceived ego/personality limitations. Learning and acquiring patience will take an individual far out of their comfort zone and thrust them into lessons of transformation.
Patience is required to develop deep empathy and compassion towards others which allows us to be generous with forgiveness. Patience is the endurance of meeting life challenges without negativity, in so that we can build our core strength to be effective and powerful vessels of God Spirit. Without the strength of the Spirit of Patience we can digress into self entitlement and emotional tantrums to get what we want from the selfish negative ego desires and its whims.
Sending much love, prayers of strength to all, in these challenging but beautiful times of Ascension. We are in this together, and it is not an easy time to be on the earth! But we have come here to learn and we can grow in quantum leaps if we choose to!
With a Loving Heart,
(Source: Ascension Glossary: Clarity, Discernment and Transparency)