Hi Lisa
I read and post your newsletters frequently .. they have been a great help to me. I wondered if you could help me with something. My daughter ... it is strange really ... but sometimes I feel that she is dark.
When she was a baby I recall breastfeeding her and her eyes going very dark ( they would do this a lot ..and still do) .. and she just looked right through me .. it was odd and disconcerting at the time. I said to her `Don't you dare look at me that way!' Actually when she does this it is as though we are two spirits squaring up to one another. She does got get upset when it is like this but rather looks at me and her eyes go incredibly dark. I get really forceful and we square up against each other .. it is as if something else is going on underneath.
Once I had an 'experience' when I went into her room ( it was between dream states ... sort of astral work) ..and me , AA Michael and other angels set to work removing some kind of entity from her. She was a different person for a while after that and then she gradually went back to how it was. When we did the `work' to remove the entity I do not recall `feeling' anything about it other than there was a job to get done.
Our relationship is not so great ... things are fine when she gets what she wants ... if not ... her eyes go dark and she closes in on herself.
Things usually go haywire when I am feeling my own inner power ... which is substantial.. it is usually then that things will kick off with her and I feel that I can get sideswiped...distracted... and my inner power seems to diminish... my vibrations considerably lowered... and I tend to go back to some bad old habits.
At the moment I feel that I can sense this happening but the job at hand is too large ..
She is 13 ... which can be a trying time at the best of times .. however this has been ongoing ...since she was a baby.
I feel that maybe I should not be telling you this feeling I have ..I have not really spoken to anyone about it ... except my husband... however I trust that you may be able to shed some light on things for me... and maybe give me some assistance on how to deal with what is happening.
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Help needed for alien mind control Enter your Message: : I am being attacked by a negative alien named Dave and his group. I need advise on how to remove this control over my mind. I do know my purpose for being on earth. I am blocked from contacting with guides from the light. I do know now that the pain I feel within my body is only in mind and they can't hurt me physically anymore. They are applying pressure to my head something like downloads to the top of my head. The pressure is being applied stronger now because I am contacting you. They also use the two voices always telling me what to do. One big problem is when I go to sleep and wake up. My house is safe but this is in my mind. My guides from the light will help once these negative aliens leave me alone for anytime. I know I am here to help the people on earth to ascend to the 5th dimension. I do meditate and focus on the light. I am applying the 12d protection to me. I can't find what information I need to take my life back from the mind control. I have dealt with this negative energy before when it time for me to move forward with the plans my guides have for me. I am strong minded and I understand my negative thoughts aren't my own. I know that I will receive the information I need for guidance from this group.
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Hi I am not sure whether you can help, but I will just share this and see what comes back. Okay both my husband and I are no stranger to night time awakenings to see 'energy' above our bed... We are used to it, the form is sometimes like a TV screen with entities looking through at us, or a physical energy weaving shapes around us, or a energetic mass which has tentacles and is flowing. It is also not unusual for me to have a very real experience in a dream like state or being probed, or a sensation coming in via the back of my neck. Last night the same thing I was dreaming and felt a sharp probe in my LH side into my ribs, and the sensation at the back of my neck that was so intense it made me nauseaus, in fact the dream woke me up. I immediately noticed the 'TV' screen and an entity looking through which disappeared very quickly, then out of the corner of my eye I noticed a tentacle type energy, I turned onto my back to see quite a large moving tentacle type mass reseeding and disappearing.
Is this anything you have heard of, or experienced? do you know what it is. My husband and I live a Shamanic life, I am a healer and writer, and have in the last year been studying sacred geometry and how the earth has been seeded by the stars, there has been a huge awakening and shift in my own consciousness during that time. I would appreciate any information or help you may have.
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Dear Lisa,
Thank you for all your work and for your newsletters. Last week my husband said he felt like he was "possessed" although he says he doesn't believe in this. He has sequestered himself in his study for the last three weeks. He comes out when I'm not at home. He is afraid he will shout at me and this makes me sick when he does.
I feel I am in a desperate situation. I am on disability from Lyme Disease and my husband has been out of work for 9-months, and he is home all the time. I feel like my life force is getting sucked out of me. He has been depressed and rageful during our 9-year-marriage and I am now just beginning to regain some health.
I constantly think of leaving, but have no idea how I'd support myself. I try to leave the house as much as possible and go to meditate most days on top of one of the Blue Ridge Mountains near my home in Western, NC. For decades, I have had a strong urge to go at night on walks in the woods or in the mountains. I have dreams of a Black Panther being with me, and wonder if it's the black panther that craves this.
I ask that the 12 D shield surround me. Probably not often enough. I should write myself a note. It would be wonderful if you had a chance to write back and let me know if I could ask you about my situation. I don't know if you can "feel things out" on my end.
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