Welcome to ES! Thank you so much for being here! I cannot tell you enough how appreciative I am that you are here in this timeline and are on the planet contributing to the Ascension process and the healing of the whole human species.
If you are reading this message it is not by accident. As an awakening human looking for more answers to the reasons the world has appeared to go completely crazy, or as a Starseed looking to understand the reasons why we came to this planet, the information on this website holds a very specific frequency that attracts people that are undergoing awakening. As well as, those of us that have the deep desire to reveal the deeper truth of what has happened to this planet, and to support full disclosure to the masses about the real story of mass mind control and consciousness suppression. It takes one to know one, and many of us are waking up en masse on the planet, during the Ascension Cycle.
Starseeds have agreed to participate directly during this time with the human species evolution process as the mid wife of the spirit, as representatives of the heavenly hosts of Ascension. There are many reasons for this, of which volumes of material have been provided on this website as an educational resource. As you may have guessed, we have quite a massive job to do with hosting out the many Guests, Refugees and Invaders that have embodied here on the 3D Planet Earth. And well, how can I say this? The goal we had was to get clear enough of the alien implants, mind control suppressions, dark entities and ego reptilian programming to bring us to a level of semi-conscious remembrance of who we really are, in order to become more interactive with our highest spiritual purposes, and to colloborate with those same interdimensional families that are serving the humanitarian goals of Service to Others, and the Law of One.
Our Star families, those spiritual families we are direclty connected to, have been hidden from us here in this dense plane, for an incredibly long time. They are Us as we are Them. We have missed them terribly as they have missed us, and the mysterious aching in our hearts, this incredible loneliness has been present to this fact for just as long as we can remember. I would like to welcome you back to home, my dear familiy of Starseed and Indigo peoples.We are the Beings that serve the Cosmic Trinity of One and uphold its Universal Laws through the principles of our creation by maintaining the option of Ascension and protecting the self sovereignty for the whole. We are finally ready to remember who we really are and be at home again. We are in this together as One!
We still have a lot of waking up to do to remember why we came here and who we really are! Now is the time we are recognizing each other to build the new unity grids, the trinity wave codes, the new blueprints and lay the groundwork for the future generations to help create the new paradigm for higher consciousness as divine multidimensional humans. We are anchoring the 12D Avatar rays for building the ascending frequency hubs on the planet in order to hold the intergalactic plasma frequencies that integrate our physical bodies with our spiritual bodies. We are enduring quantum leaps of consciousness evolution that impact the entire human species and many other life forms.
This has been quite an amazing journey, one of which I feel entirely blessed to have survived it physically, mentally and emotionally in order to be integrated at such level to offer this information to you. I thought no one on this planet would ever believe this surreal event had happened to me, as early on, due to the extensive gaslighting tactics used to manipulate people on the earth, I did not believe it happened to me. A Starseed Awakening story is better then any science fiction book or movie you could ever see. A Master in the Making is what We All Are on the earth, and I will share everything you want to know about the Ascension process and more. Sometimes the information is very unpleasant, and you will need to be a lover of truth, over a lover of personal comfort to persevere on the path. It is important to learn how to feel the energetic resonance of the material, and learn to discern your own personal truth in the face of information that may provoke you to change your thinking in new ways. The Universe will always support our personal truth when it is authentic, as each of us is a potential consciousness revelation leading to greater truth!
Please use this information that I have provided for your own empowerment, to support your personal spiritual journey, and discard anything you do not resonate with.
This is all about your personal truth, and the building of your personal evolutionary pathway to spiritual ascension. Each one of us is unique with a very specific divine mission, soul purpose and puzzle piece. Honor your divine mission, while you honor mine. There is not a “one size fits all” in the Ascension Plan. This is a play of such cosmic proportion that is much more vast, unimaginable and perfectly bizarre than we could ever comprehend at this human 3D level. However, we are more significant, magnificent and impactful then we ever dared imagine also. Use this ascension material to find your inner power and be who you really are in the worlds. Blast your inner light fearlessly, get strong enough to shine away with no holding back!
My Story
I am an Awakened Starseed. I had no idea that this topic of Ascension and Starseeds would become my soul purpose, inspired passion and pervade every waking moment of my adult life. It took me awhile to figure this out which began with the onset of an intense kundalini activation that lastest a long time, many years ago. I had large kundalini waves consecutively for months on end of which no one ever mentioned could happen from the process of just “meditating” in my bedroom. Later I found out this was in my soul agreement to learn by direct experience with no physical plane teachers, only inner plane teachers, but I had to learn how to communicate with them first via meditation.
I was such a newbie that I had no idea of the level of what was happening to me and that kundalini activation this intense could be actually dangerous. I had no one to talk to, nor had been given any spiritual information at that time. I did not know that the hours and hours of meditation I was doing was bringing more energy in and that without redirecting it, that I could fry myself. So I did! I was not aware of how spiritually protected I actually was when I felt more alone and isolated then ever. I did not have any of the Ascension tools yet - I could not talk directly to my guides, had no knowledge of yoga breathing or supplementation as I do now. I had Kundalini flames flying out of distorted burned out chakra centers that eventually had my head hair fall out, and cause bleeding sores oozing from my skin. This morphing happened to create an identity crisis, so most of these bleeding cysts manifested on my face. (I did manage to pull off the art of special effects (fx) and deserved an academy award for the concealing of my poor skin so I would not scare small children while in public!) It was quite a humiliating sight and I became unrecognizable to myself. Somehow, I made it to work at a desk job as a tax accountant while this was going on. I admit I have humor and appreciation for this now, but at the time I was feeling emotionally devastated.
This all brought on an intense “dark night of the soul” phase and unquenchable thirst for inner truth seeking that I used sequestered meditation to access. I sequestered myself for nearly 3 years, meditating, praying, invocating and asking questions from my bathrobe, which would sometimes be answered and sometimes it was not. Subsequently, a deep devotion to God/Oneness emerged from my heart with the commitment to dedicating myself to service. I declared my intention to commit to my soul and told God outloud that I was willing to do what it takes to be a Knower of my Divine Purpose. My life exploded shortly after this spiritual commitment was made, and THIS is what showed up!
I was then introduced to a Spiritual Hierarchy that would be train me in phases during sleep state (usually between 1am-5am) depending on the current level of education needed for my development. There were different Masters and Guides initiating me into different levels, they gave me instruction through various impulses and had me read certain books for further activation or study reference material. The very first book they guided me to read was The Ascension Manual by Joshua David Stone. I nearly fainted with glee and cried with remembrance when details and names were shown to me as from my long lost family the Ascended Masters. I was absolutely relieved that there was someone else on the planet that talked like me and knew of the same beings I had memories with. Later I learned that these are Orion Humans we remember but have been hijacked in holograms to trick many of us in the partial ascension programs or corral us into the false ascension matrix. The NAA uses people we know from other lifetimes that we cared about or we loved, and manipulates us when we first start to awaken to the memories of the Orion wars.
The Ascended Masters from Sirius B took me through the dimensional planes of human consciousness and taught me about Spiritual Ascension and the Human Being’s Multidimensional Anatomy. During supposed sleep time or sleep state, I would be ushered off to Inner plane training centers, downloaded and subject to etheric surgery upgrades and reconnections 24/7. Clearly my evolution teams had quite the task here and had the job getting me reassembled and prepared for my multidimensional mission. ( And I am ever so grateful to my disciplined and loving Teams!)
I say “supposed” sleep time, because with the Triad sleep pattern of being woken up every few hours to look at a Master number on the digital clock, it did not feel like I was getting any sleep time. Many times I would wake up to see the alarm clock flashing at 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, 5:55. When I had to get out of bed it was difficult as it felt like I was up studying all night long or battling demons across the Universe. Sometimes, I would wake up in the middle of the night with such things as ticker tape hieroglyphic sheets running through my head, light packets downloading on a cord from deep space into my 3rd eye, or extremely thin and tall beings standing in a circle around my bed.
During this time, at the age of 33 I felt like I was the 80 year old equivalent of myself and felt embarrassed by my constant fatigue, illness and blood shot eyes. In those days staying awake during the day was hard work! Thank god, I seemed mostly invisible to others and most people kept comments and interaction with me to a bare minimum. I was relieved as I just wanted to go home and hide away in my bedroom and frolic away with the Guides and learn how to comprehend just what the heck was happening to me. I knew I had to find the language to describe this experience, even if just to myself, as I needed to understand what exactly was going on. During this time, I did not talk or see my 3D biological family for over 2 years as I was involved in a heavy night time study program.
The Masters instituted a disciplined curriculum to reprogram my 3rd dimensional conscious mind and my negative ego. I call this the “personality program” as it is a function of our human conscious mind and ego system. I had to be drastically prepared and bio-energetically rewired to be outfitted with the translation devices necessary to communicate and read the Galactic levels of the Language of Light. I had to cultivate better energetic discernment, perfect surrender and trust listening to inner guidance, develop increased Higher Sensory perceptions which allowed for the reading of energetic signatures. This included bouts of psychic attack from dark entities of which the Masters would not protect me directly, so I could learn to defend myself. It was pretty austere and I did rebel in the beginning stages. I had to leave the 3D lifestyle and appeared impaired, sick and just plain weird or scary to other 3D people. It took a while for my bodies to get to the level where I could communicate with the higher councils without a lot of physical discomforts from the downloads, processing and integrating in the interim. Sometimes, I was in the prone position or passed out on the couch or in my bed for days. Later, they explained the capacity to translate 12 D Light Coding and above would take an in depth transmutation processes to alchemically shift my 3D biology from carbon based matter to progressively less states of density. It is an ongoing process that continues for me now, and for all of us on the planet at this time at varying degrees or level.
I was first introduced to the Sirian Lodge in May 2001 during my first cosmic initiation and serious download of dimensional access codes and light packets. I had a full body orgasmic experience and felt myself swimming in the Heart of the Ocean of Love, pure bliss! I thought everyone would have this experience when they got to the 5th plane and was surprised later to find out this cognition is quite rare if it does happen. I came back from this experience with the Sirian Lodge with an inscribed star language device merged on my right arm from mid bicep to out past my right hand and extending beyond my right middle finger. I drew this “Rod of Initiation” device on paper of which I have not seen anything anywhere like it even still. At this time, I still did not realize I was a walk in hybrid and a Sirian Council Incarnate Member. They waited much later to tell me, until I was emotionally ready to handle it. I still was getting used to the idea that ET’s were everywhere, and involved with humanity on every level, and not yet ready to hear that I was one too!
In 2002 a Christed ET Group, called the Arcturians took me on their Lightship and showed me a Beautiful Color Holographic Image of my body being repatterned and rewoven through its multidimensional layers. I knew it had something to do with DNA activation but I still had no idea what all of that meant to human consciousness. It was a very sweet experience and I remember we all were laughing a lot. Later I found out they were showing me my future destiny in working with the QXCI body scanning technology and I did not yet realize it. Right after this event, I was introduced to the QXCI by several sources and realized it would have a part to play in my divine purpose. I was still making a living as a Tax Accountant, so I had no idea what mountains spirit would move inorder to set me up as a biofeedback practitioner for the QX!
In late 2002, I was able to purchase the QX and had secured several loans in order to begin my career transition to Ascension Guide and Quantum therapist. As I set up my new office and began preparations for transition my romantic relationship began to disintegrate. By 2003, upon the romantic dissolution I was forced to move out of my apartment so I packed everything to storage and moved to San Diego to live in my parent’s home within a four day agonizing decision. The breakup was emotionally devastating for me, as my partner declared after 20 years he was returning to a fundamental religion that explained my direct experiences were of “satanic” nature. Therefore, he could have no further contact with me. This was an incredibly abrupt experience of what I perceived at the time as a horrific “betrayal”. (It was the best thing that could ever happen!) This was a great lesson that prepared me to comprehend that if I could survive this kind of accusation from an intimate relationship, I could easily survive such perceptions of me in the external view by those who would judge me in a similar way. I was introduced to the world of beliefs held in an organized religion, a space that I was not ever intimately involved with. I was incredibly naïve to the darkness that exists to construe the seeds of truth contained in the light. This began another phase of learning the dynamics of the human shadow aspects and how the various dark forces use this to satisfy their mind control agendas.
During this time of intense emotional pain and moving, it created energetic vulnerability and was my first contact with a Negative ET and awareness of its attack motives towards me. I had no awareness of such a thing existing previous to this event. Later I learned this was an entity known as a “Drac” that had psychically assaulted me. This Drac energetically pummeled me for a few days while I was packing up to move. I was so emotionally distraught it was hard for me to tell from where these attacks were coming from. When I finally demanded this energy “punching” in my solar plexus stop and I called upon the Office of the Christ to help me, the Drac appeared to me. There was a telepathic transmission of which he relayed hostile information. Mostly that I was a disgusting repelling hybrid of which my stinking genetics he could smell from a distance and it made him puke. He then spit on me astrally. I saw him clearly, he was brownish green scaled skin with a flat nose, reptile like face with yellow slitted eyes and was wearing a one piece space suit. I knew that he knew I had a potential of something I was going to do in the future, and that he was very angry about it. I had no idea what that was at that time. I had made a decision by moving out, that changed my destiny into another direction and he was attempting to thwart it by scaring me.
Funny looking back I was so preoccupied and emotional over my breakup that seeing this Drac did not even phase me. I wondered why this entity hated me so much, but at this time I did not care. I just wanted him to stop assaulting me energetically and it promptly stopped upon getting the Office of the Christ involved. The message he gave to me was so bizarre that I did not know what it meant until years later. This was also the onset of my training to understand the dark agendas of the particular ET Races and why.
Also, the next few years was my “Spiritual Nomad” phase of which I was stripped down to the bare minimum. This is to learn the process of ego surrender and to be taken through a series of intense character testing and strengthening for planetary stewardship development. (To receive all, one has to give all.) It was the way I would learn emotional neutrality, mental discipline, inner conviction and implicit faith in my conenction with God, Christ and the Forces of Light that serve human liberation and freedom. I would also be taken in depth through the deceptions that are inherent in the 3D illusion of which is the holographic nature of this reality system.