Lifting Your Veil Series: Surviving the Ascension Process
November 2005
Lisa Renee
Welcome dear family to the end of 2005. This has been a year of Choices and Decisions, which lay the groundwork for our future selves in very profound ways. In preparation we have been making choices and decisions to support living more fully in our personal soul integrity. Over the past few months, we have asked many questions of ourselves and of our lives here. What do we want? Where do we want to stay? Who will come with us? Do we really want to Be here?
Currently we have met certain milestones on our journey in which the answers to our questions have created an accelerated pressure, pushing us through the transitional doorway. Naturally many of us are experiencing a plethora of symptoms and life altering changes as we are processed through the Universal Interchange Hub to our new destinations. The sheer force of this change has many of us wondering what reality we are experiencing, as we have awakened to new spaces, times, faces and places. It can all be so dizzying.
Those of us on this Ascension Wave timeline appear to be sharing patterns of emotional release, ancestral clearing and the reforming of who we really are. As we become more authentic, we find we must reconcile our new roles in the existing social structures, while simultaneously adjusting within to these new ways of being. There is no pretending anymore, we cannot escape the depths of what we know and can feel emerging. The rubber has met the road.
Activations
The weeks leading up to the 11:11 portal energies, catalyzed an emergence of new depths and new found levels within. It is increasingly apparent these recent activations are ushering us into another level of authenticity, of living in our soul. This has created some profound stirrings in our emotional bodies, that have at times impacted our physical selves. Involuntary reactions from our physical body, such as illness and anxiety are often the call from our inner child who needs love and support, healing, rest and safety.
At this time as our reality is being dismantled, our inner child may feel shaken and restless. Take the time you need to care for your physical body and inner child. Not only are we shedding old belief patterns and working through the transcendence of ego, we are also burning through these patterns in our cellular body. Currently we are being subconsciously and consciously influenced to buy into the belief in random viral epidemics, being perpetrated by external forces. Stay away from the mass media and television if you feel vulnerable or weakened. Tune into yourself and listen internally, rest, meditate, do hot bath salt soaks, love and be loved, get bodywork, eat organic and well, take supplements for your body. Love you first!
The Perfect Chaos
For some of us these energies have been brutal, so I want to confirm our profound work in healing at this time and acknowledge the progress being made. Beautiful work is happening at this time.
Those of us that have done the work of unearthing subconscious programming, through healing old belief patterns and having a daily practice of connection, are doing the best in navigating this current energetic terrain. These people seem to have a better ability to surrender to Divine order and timing. Clearly we are not in a linear process that we can rationalize or fully comprehend. It is when we need to know or understand everything that happens to us, that we block our natural expression in the divine flow. This is key to remember when we find ourselves in the space of Analysis Paralysis. If you work yourself up to that, remember to relax and surrender. You will not think your way out Hand the steering wheel over to spirit.
Those afraid to leave behind the familiar third dimensional paradigms, the human model of order and timing, are having the most difficulty at this time. It is like a small child or ego, throwing a tantrum to get control over an impossible situation. There can be a lot of flip flopping between the Ego Mind’s version of reality and the Heart’s Intuiting Intelligence. So let’s talk more about these cycles of ego transcendence, so you can ask the right questions of yourself, to bring you to greater inner clarity and peace.
Law of Transformation
There are natural laws in existence that create very definitive and predictable cycles in our evolution. When these laws are applied to our own growth cycles they bring clarity to why these patterns or circumstances have manifested in our lives. This can help us formulate a roadmap of our own personal evolution and apply the understanding of these natural laws in a cohesive process. This process may also assist us as a tool when we are feeling emotionally overwhelmed.
We began an incredible cycle of transforming this year, which we will refer to as The Law of Transformation. This was necessitated, as we were brought into alignment with our new choices and the decisions that we made over this last year. A milestone has occurred over the past two months, as these higher decisions are the outcomes of great evolutionary impact.
Over the last year we have experienced an archetypal Death, the death of all previous destructive or unproductive emotional, mental or other patterns that are out of harmony with our soul integrity. This is the death of our negative ego, the specific work we encounter with the Law of Transformation. Many of us have felt we left the third dimension and will never experience this physical reality in the same way. Many of us mourned this as a loss, as it felt odd to leave the human order of the third dimension to live in this new way, in the divine order.
This was a preparatory place to begin the stabilization and integration required to achieve the next levels, of both aligning us as spirit and integrating us into the world within the new paradigm. The new paradigm of the heart centered intelligence.
As we transit our death it shifts all disharmonious energies and asks the following questions of us:
- Do you fear the unknown? Have you surrendered to the greater good? To God?
- Are you able to walk into your mysteries?
- Are old emotional patterns dying out for the better? What’s been released?
- What is left to be healed and forgiven?
- What benefits have you received from letting go of negative thoughts?
- What changes are going on within you now?
Next year, as we accelerate further these questions will intensify along with any unresolved emotional issues creating fear. If you feel resonate with this material you may want to do some of your inner work or homework now. Ask these questions of yourself, get clear, then set your intention and ask spirit to assist you in clearing your fears. Remember to ASK for the help you need as we have so much help and support from our evolution support and guides. We just do not utilize them enough.
Law of Verification
This brings us to what follows our transformational death, where many of us find ourselves now, and that is where The Rubber Meets the Road. The Law of Verification is the link between what you have learned about yourself spiritually, who you are at the deepest levels of integrity and unflinchingly applying it into every aspect of your daily life. Yes, unflinchingly. Now it the time to find ways to use this new knowledge of yourself by grounding it into your daily life and personal habits. Your new levels of truth, freedom, soul integrity and what you feel is right for you personally, will be challenged by circumstances, people and things. Many of these old circumstances will not resonate with you any longer and will end, fall away, disappear or be reformed into your new frequency. Many times this can appear as troubling even though it is a major blessing in disguise.
This law presents you with a trial or test, to see if you can still remain in your personal truth or on your path, despite challenges to your new being and its integrity. It is a time where you must devise new methods of dealing with old problems. It is a time that demands new insights and creative resolution. We are then led to explore new beliefs about our world and what is transpiring around us.
An example of this is that you suddenly have a revelation that you are powerfully called to be a transformational healer. As you are just grasping this idea of a new identity and your role with becoming that in the world, you are spontaneously fired from your current day job. Panic ensues as you have no mental preparation for where you will get your financial resources to pay for your new career, let alone your personal obligations. It is in this moment that we are asked to TRUST in the divine order of things and be fully present to receive divine guidance. We must surrender and release human order to stay in the flow of the divine order. It is clear this is a divine mandate, and we must recognize these events in our lives as such, and trust in their perfection of purpose. We can then be calm and act with restraint. As we gain mastery with self-control, we use patience and tact in the handling of such situations.
The questions we need to be clear for our Verification:
What in my life needs stabilizing?
What tests must I pass?
What beliefs do I hold that I must verify through my experience?
How am I synthesizing opposing forces in my life?
After going through the death of transformation, what characterizes my new rebirth in this next cycle?
What law of God do I violate and what can I do to stay in harmony with those laws?
You may want to investigate these to become more aware of the fears and triggers that bring you into a downward spiral. Recognize those triggers and work to adjust them, refocus your thoughts to trusting in the divine order. Trusting implicitly in spirit and divine guidance is a huge test for many of us in the wounded healer archetype. Know it is time and that we are eternal.
Dear family, keep your faith and inner resolve, stay in your personal god power. ALL is as it needs to be. Know we are in this together and we all could swap amazing stories of tests and transformations. Do understand the laws and cycles we are all subject to, and that your new beliefs are being tested through these experiences. You did not make a wrong turn somewhere! Dream and imagine the optimum for yourself always.
Until then stay in the luminosity of your Heart and Soul Path, We Are here as One!
Lisa Renee
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